i tried to erase my thoughts about you
but i just could not
you just came and had never left my mind since
you took my heart away.
if u asked me
if i love you this much
i'll say.. i do.
you touched my already brokenheart and healed it
with promises you said you'll keep.
memories of you; unforgotten
then you left me crushed
and there i lied; forsaken.
hidden tears behind my smile
just for you.
i wan to escape from the harsh reality
i cant help but to cry.
don ever ask me for reasons..
it was just a dream.
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
argh. i just hate myself alrite. i cant stand it anymoree..
why cant i make a decision.. why cant i make a decision.. why cant i make a decision..
haisssss. freak it. sucks man. why dont u allow me out?! why i didnt score well for my mid year?! why i din work extra hard in the first place?! why. why. why.
